Jyotsna Chandola uncomfortable portraying her on-screen character in Sasural Simar Ka

Jyotsna Chandola, who is currently seen as Khushi in Colors’ Sasural Simar Ka, is unhappy with the negativity of her character. In fact, she feels that her character has slowly turned from grey into a complete negative one. “When I had taken up the show, Khushi was someone who wanted to stop her sister Anisha (essayed by Priyamvada Kant) from all the wrong doings. And after she passed away, she (Khush) just wanted to teach Simar (Dipika Samson) a lesson. But now, Khushi seems to be involved in property matters and is also torturing a small baby. I have never seen such a negative character before on TV. There are times when I feel bad about being so negative,” observes the actress. In fact, in real life, Jyotsna loves children. Hence, when she has to do scenes in which she has to talk harshly to the baby, the actress does feel bad about all this as she maintains, “I have looked after him. In fact we were recently shooting for a scene where the baby was crying and Simar sings lullaby and I had tears in my eyes.” Now, that’s the difference between an actor’s real and reel life!!!