MUMBAI : In the latest interview with the popular news portal, Rubina Dilaik discussed her thoughts on parenthood and talked about the difficult experience of leaving her girls at home to attend Chal Bhajj Chaliye promotions. The actress had given birth to twin children a few months ago; they were barely three months old.
Rubina Dilaik recently discussed her experience as a mother on the podcast The Unfiltered. Rubina opened up about how guilty she is over abandoning her girls at home.
Elaborating on the same, she said, "Life mien pehli bar wo (for the first time in my life that) feeling of guilt, the feeling of I am not enough, the feeling of how will they be, the feeling of stepping out for the first time, the feeling of ki main apna career kaise sambhal paungi (how am I going to manage my career along with it). I have to be there for my daughters jo abhi sirf teen mahine ki hai (I have to be there for my daughter who are just three months old)."
Dilaik described her overwhelming experience, stating that she had left her daughters behind in Mumbai for her promotional trips for the movie Chal Bhajj Chaliye because they could not travel this much.
The Choti Bahu actress further expressed how difficult it is for mothers who are trying to maintain a balance between their work commitments and personal lives. Adding to it, she said, "Mujhe aise lagta tha ki mera profession jo hai (Earlier I used to think that only my profession), it is demanding. You know, you have to be in acting, you have to be on toes for 18-20 hours, shooting and looking good and having that energy. But hats off to mothers who do it endlessly, without any complaint and are always in great spirit and enthusiasm and is always there for their child." The 36-year-old actress realized that there is nothing more exhausting yet rewarding than motherhood.
Coming back to the guilt, Rubina shared that she had been fighting with her own thoughts inside her mind for the past few days, juggling between whether her decision to leave the daughters back at home was right or wrong. Further, she described that she wants to keep her personal and professional life apart so that neither of them gets neglected.
Later in the podcast, the Bigg Boss 14 winner mentioned that sometimes overthinking on this subject can take a toll on health. Describing it further, she said exactly the same happened to her yesterday when she started experiencing a weird headache, stomach ache, and her chest felt heavy; overall, she was not feeling good.
She even spoke to her spouse, Abhinav Shukla, about not feeling well. Afterward, the actor admitted that she was going to miss the plane. She felt terrible about it at first, but eventually, she overcame the challenge by strengthening her will.
After playing Radhika Shastri in Choti Bahu for a while, Rubina Dialik became well-known. Following her considerable success in the show, the actress was linked to the show Shakti — Astitva Ke Ehsaas Ki, in which she played a transgender character. She has participated in Punar Vivah - Ek Nayi Umeed, Jeannie Aur Juju, in addition to these.
Rubina has participated in reality shows including Khatron Ke Khiladi 12, and Jhalak Dikhhla Jaa 10, Bigg Boss 14 where she received the winner's trophy.
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